September

Wednesday 5:43PM

The start of his month see a hurricane heading for South Florida. Seems that it's going to miss us and go north. Oh, well get a little excitement, a little wind but I don't expect any damage. They did put our pool furniture into our pool. Even if we get tropical storm winds the pool furniture would go flying thorough windows. So, it exciting down here. I think this might be the closest a hurricane has ever come to me. So, I look forward to enjoying a windy rainy day tomorrow. If it starts getting bad, I'll move my computers off the porch and into the apartment.

Actually it just started raining. A little band of showers probably caused by the hurricane. Fun! Yes, I'm going to enjoy tomorrow and all the excitement. You know that always over hype these storms. Seems that every one is the worst ever and them most dangerous. Well, I guess time will tell.

Nothing exciting has happened the past couple of days. Practicing tennis. Watching tennis coverage of the US Open. Burning DVD. The usual stuff. Dieter is fine. He hasn't had any problem with his heart is days. So all is ok down here in stormy south. Florida. Will keep you up to date on the progress of the storm here in Coconut Creek, FL!

Monday 2:28 PM

Well the storm wasn't exciting, it was down right boring! Very boring. A couple of days of rain and wind and wind and rain. Couldn't go outside! Couldn't play tennis. Everything closed. Yes, boring. Wynmoor didn't even loose electricity. But in Fort Lauderdale they did and Sal and Erwin in Kingspoint in Tamarac also lost power. We lost some small trees and branches off of larger trees here in Wynmoor but only very minor damage. The netting around the tennis courts were all ripped down and even the chain link fence around the court that I practice on was bend over. Will be a while before the courts are back in perfect condition, still I practiced tennis this morning and at least ten other people were playing, so I wasn't alone.

Now we have got to start thinking about Ivan. As it is heading in our general direction if it doesn't turn. Oh, well, hurricanes are a small price to pay for living in paradise. Of course this was the strongest hurricane that I have experienced and down here in Broward County we didn't even get hurricane force winds. Maybe my mind might change if Ivan rips through here.

Dieter hasn't had any more chest pains, but his back it still hurting. So that worry is always in the back of my mind. He'll be going to the doctor later this month and hopefully the doctor will have some answers to his back pains.

Will be nice for things to settle back down here weather wise. Just hope that Ivan (I don't like the Russian name) doesn't turn out to be Ivan the Terrible!

Wednesday 3:07 PM

Nothing much has been happening. Dieter and I don't go out. Can't really say why we don't except that we just aren't interested in the bar scene. And going out to restaurant . . . well it's just easier and usually better to cook at home. Dieter's been feeling good the past few days. I think he still has some pain in his back, but no chest discomfort. All in all . . . things are looking good.

Maybe when the weather settles down we'll go on a trip. But then we are going to Alabama for Thanksgiving, so I don't know if we want to travel in October too.

I been watching a lot of tennis . . . the US Open. It's been fun and has gotten be back interested in tennis more. I've practiced every day. I saw Marty this morning at the tennis courts but he was playing doubles. I think he thinks that I'm avoiding him. He was practicing alone that other morning and I didn't go to the court he was using. Hey, he hasn't said. "Pete meet me on ______ and we'll practice". And I'm not one to barge in on his practice. I'll wait for a invitation. I did see him at Public today when Dieter and I went food shopping. Damn is he a handsome hairy man. He wears a T-shirt (the one with straps instead of sleeves) and man was he to die for. I pointed him out to Dieter. Which I probably shouldn't have done. But since he's straight and married I don't see any reason for Dieter to assume that hanky panky is going on between Marty and myself. Hell, I wish there was something going on between us.

Dieter go to the cancer doctor next week. I'm going to ask him if Dieter's back pains could be in any way related to his melanoma. Hopefully the answer will be no. Dieter's doesn't want me out of his sight. He wants me with him all the time. So, I don't make any lunch dates anymore. I figure that it's more important for me to be with Dieter as much as possible as I never know what's coming down the pipeline.

Sunday 9:11PM

Same old same old. Things seem to be gliding along. Enjoying doing much of nothing. Did get asked to play tennis with Marty, Howie and another very nice looking old man on Saturday. I was on Marty's team (doubles of course). And of course we lost! 6 0, 6 3. My serve was a total embarrassment in spite of all the work I put into it. I must have double faulted 7 times. I felt like crawling under a rock. I had never played doubles and didn't know what in hell to do. I did make a couple of great shots, but too little too late. Marty kept telling me what to do and giving me instruction like I was a kid and he was my daddy. Hey, I sort of enjoyed that. But I certainly wanted to play better as all the other regulars were watching the match. Still, Mark (the chubby younger guy (60 maybe) said I did good and that my partner should have carried me. I guess he was getting a jab in at Marty.

So of course I went and bought me a book on playing doubles. Don't know when I'll be asked to play again. Guess when they are real desperate and need another player someone will let me know. But I must say that I enjoyed it. No know, playing with a team, especial a team of old men, is fun! I'm going to work damn hard to get better so that I'll be asked more and more often to play. I don't expect that to happen soon. But maybe when all the snow birds come back I'll get asked to play doubles more often. I've decided to say yes every time I'm asked. I need playing time. Practicing against the wall can only take me so far. Also I need to serve against people and get over my nervousness.

Dieter goes to the cancer doctor on Wednesday. I'm going to ask the doc about the back pains that Dieter's been having. Hopefully it's nothing more than our mattress getting to old and beginning to give him back problems. I really hoping that his back pains has nothing to do with his melanoma. So, I keeping my fingers crossed on that one.

I about half finished with my sol video. I think it going to be called "Three Days With Pete". It's just jackoff sessions with me telling stories about having sex with Walt (an old man that used to work for my father), Mr. Jim (a skinny old man that used to drive the school buss that I rode to school), and the first time I had sex with my father.

Rim daddy is doing well. It on the website that shows my movies http://enjoyoldpics.tv now and is getting lots of plays. I need to do another video after I finish my solo one. Think I'll get Hans (from "Older Men Take Two" and "Pete's Old Men" to be in it. Don't know who else I'll get at the moment. Would like someone entirely new. Will have to see who pops out of the woodwork.

OK, got to burn some DVD's and then read some more of my book on how to play doubles tennis. And, yea, glad the hurricane missed us! I hope that is the last one! I'm tried of things getting crazy around here every time a hurricane come within 500 miles of South Florida.

Wednesday 8:41PM

Took Dieter to the cancer doctor. The doctor wasn't concerned about the new spot of cancer on Dieter's upper thigh. I did tell him about Dieter's back pains. He said something that he didn't think the cancer had spread into Dieter's bones as he would have seen an indication of it from the lab report. But I told him I was more concerned with Dieter's lungs. So he sending Dieter for back and chest scan. He didn't seemed to think anything would show up. Well, if it doesn't then I going to breath a sigh of relief and began to think very positive about Dieter's long term survival. Maybe I worry too much. Maybe melanoma isn't as bad as I have read it is? Time will tell.

Played tennis with Marty today. I wasn't expecting to. But when I walked up to the clubhouse he was there without anyone to play with. So he hit some balls with me. I did reasonably good. I have been studying books on tennis and have learned a few things that helped me this morning. It especially helped me when he said let's play a set. Hell, I actually won three games. Of course I lost 3 6 but this was the first time I had ever even won a game against him. Made me feel good. But damn was I tried. I've gained a couple pounds and I can tell. I just hope I don't drop over from a heart attack one of these days. No, I take that back. I can't think of a better way to go. So, I not going to worry about it. Or worry that it takes me the rest of the day to recover from the exercise! But I guess I try to loose a few more pounds. Maybe that will help.

Dieter wanted to go to Tropics for a drink yesterday, but I wasn't in the mood. At the moment, I don't need the bar scene. I don't have anyone at the bars that I really want to socialize with other than say hello to. I'm not into drinking at the moment. So, why go? Sure, I might see some handsome old man that I would die to get into bed with. But, it isn't going to happen! So why bother. I see enough nice looking old men at the tennis courts without having to go to a crowded bar full of drama queens. No, at the moment, bars don't interest me.

My life might sound boring, but to me it's great fun.

Sunday 9/19 8:27 PM

Well, it was a good weekend. Maybe boring to hear about but fun for me. Played a lot of tennis. Actually played Marty twice. Of course the handsome old men beat me when we played on Friday. But I did manage to win 3 games out of the set. And he played me again today. I actually thought I had a chance to win. Of course he's a much better player than I am, but that doesn't mean I can't beat him. I figured out his weaknesses and thought I could play my strength against his weaknesses. Well, it didn't work out that ways. Never really got my game plan going. He just took over the court and I suddenly found myself reacting to him and it was as good as over. We played three sets. I won some games but he beat me three straight sets. So it's back to the drawing board. I still feel that I can beat him, but only if I follow my game plan and don't get knocked out of it.

Marty is a very nice man. And it's kind of him to play with me even though he's at a much higher lever (but like I said, I think if I play as good as I can and follow my game plan I can beat him). We have fun. He treats me like a kid he's showing how to play tennis and I must say that I enjoy that aspect of our games. But I must also say that once on the court all thought of how sexy he is goes out of of my mind (and seems that everything else does too, especially my game plan). I just think about beating him.

Once we stop playing then my attraction for him returns. But, I would never make a pass at him now that I know him and he allows me to play tennis with him. I would be afraid that I would lose him as a tennis partner. And at the moment, I need a tennis partner much more than I need a sex partner. In fact, I'm not actively looking for sex partners.

So, with nothing furthering to say I guess I go back to reading my book on tennis "How to Win Ugly"!

Friday 8:14PM

Did I say how to win ugly? I should have said how to loose ugly. Because that just what I've been doing. Hey, at least I got the ugly part right! But win or loose it's been a fun week on the tennis courts. I played games against several guys in doubles and singles and am getting over my case of extreme nerves. I don't care about the ugly part just want to add win before the ugly. But believe it or not, I getting better each day I practice and play with other on the courts. And I have the hots for 9 out of 10 of the old men I see on the tennis courts. Can't wait till the snow birds come back. I bet there's some great looking old snow birds.

Dieter gave me a scare this week. He poked the sharp point of a Agave plant into his white part of his left eye. I could see a puncture hole. He wouldn't go to the doctor. I bandaged his eye. He looked like a pirate. The next day his eye looked ok. Thanks goodness! I'm blind in one eye and wouldn't wish it on anyone. (One of the reasons I have so much trouble judging the ball when playing tennis.).

Well I finally finished my little solo video. Yes, I know that most of you guys like men older than me, but I do have a some fans. And I did this video for those who keep asking "are you in any of the videos". Stills can be seen at http://www.enjoyoldpics.com/stills/threedays/threedays.html. I tell about my first incounters with old men while I'm wanking. Was fun to make. That's what counts.

I'm suppose to meet someone new next week for a video. He sounds like a nice old grandfather over the phone (which probably means he's just the opposite in person). He 6 feet 200lbs and has blue eyes. I personally love blue eyes. But to be honest, I've seen some UGLY and not very grandfather looking old men with beautiful blue eyes! But then I like my men to look real....ugly is fine as ugly guys look straight ... well those that are masculine ugly. God, here I haven't even seen the guy and my imagination is going wild. Chances are we will not even meet. These shoots have a way of falling apart. But, it just might happen.

Hans, who appeared in Older Men Take Two and "Pete's Sexy Old Men" got in touch with me. He wants to do another video. Will have to put together a shoot with him soon. Want to do another one with Nakedwilly. I'm going to fist fuck him in a video. It'll be called "Fisting Daddy". The shoot with Hans is going to take some planning. I just don't know who to put with him. He's a great looking man. I would like to have some one younger with him. Will see what I can put together.

Oh, there's another hurricane bearing down on south Florida. ENOUGH! God, am I sick of this! Go to the grocery store and it's like the invation of the hords! And don't you dare get in the way of an old lady reaching can of chicken soup. I Didn't have to worry about the old ladies when I reached for the Spam ... because I live in a Jewish community. Good. I love Spam.

I wonder if the weather will be too bad to play tennis tomorrow? Damn hurricans!

Monday 9/27/04 2:44 PM

Well I didn't let the hurricane stop me from practicing Saturday morning and after it went ashore and up state, I was able to get back on the court Sunday afternoon. It didn't do much good. I hit with Wily, George and Mark and did ok, but then played two sets with a 55 year old guy and got my butt whipped soundly. Oh well. Guess I have to practice more.

I've been corresponding to a 60yo slave name James. And the e-mail I have gotten give a view of the slave/master gay scene that maybe some people don't realize exist or if they do don't know just how wild and kinky some participants carry the practice. I was going to post James e-mails on today journal but the e-mails are on my other computer and I using it to burn DVD's. Tomorrow I will post the e-mails, but I do warn you that his descriptions of his life as a slave for 20 years isn't for the faint of heart. I have written a couple of stories with S/M as the main theme, but I couldn't have dreamed just how far the torture it taken. Reading his e-mails were a real eye opener for me!

Oh yea. The hurricane didn't do any damage here at Wynmoor. Was just rain and wind. Still, I hope that's the last one!

Dieter is feeling good these days. We are enjoying each other and Wynmoor. I'm just glad I'm not part of the bar scene any more.