November 16,
Jack Volts
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Dear Jack,
Today I got a few things done that needed doing. I grouted some tiles in one of the motel rooms. Picked up my skies from the ski shop ( get them tuned). I also took along my boots to get a
heating system installed. I am tried of having to stop skiing after an hour because my feet are too cold to continue. I have to do all I can to make skiing fun this year because that is all there is to do up here during the winter except sat home and read. The snow is usually too deep to do much walking in the
woods. I also went to the Franconia Notch State Park Headquarters and bought my season pass to Cannon Mountain. So, I am now all set for the opening day on November 23rd.
There were two new responses to my NB ad. One was from California and each got a thanks but no thanks letter. Speaking of letters, I am sending this one regular air mail. I sent the other one express because I wanted you to get it soon after your arrival in Yugoslavia. By the way, if I am writing too often say so and I'll curb the urge.
Today was a marvelous day. There was not a cloud in the cold blue sky. The snow covered mountains looked as though they were painted against an endless blue canvas. If the mountain had been open it would have been a perfect day for skiing as the temperature hovered around 32 degrees F.
So Jack, how is your visit with relatives going? Are they all making a lot of fuss over you. I am sure that they are. As for myself, I don't think I could live near my relatives, at least not at this stage of my life. I am glad to be away from all the infighting and struggles of my family. It’s enough to visit them
once a year. Yours might be different. European families tend to be more close knit now than American families.
As I sat here typing I notice that the western sky is turning pink as the sun sets. Higher in the sky above the layer of pink the sky is ice blue. I love sunsets. Key West, Florida has nice sunsets but when the mountains turn pink with alpine glow it is a sight hard to beat. I am sure that San Diego has some beautiful sunsets. I look forward to watching a sunset with you!
Must close for now as I am running out of space. Take Care.
Sincerely, Tom
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Nov. 14
Dear 6727
I am a white male 5 ft. 7 in. 73 years of age weigh 165 lbs I
also have a nice piece of meat also uncut 73 years of age. clean
cut with in 2 miles of New Hampshire. Your add sounds very inter
esting to me. I am a very lovable man and like to enjoy safe sex.
Love
John
p.s I live alone in a ranch home in a nice quiet neighbor hood
if you are interested please write or call me.
Your lover I hope
John Woods
PO Box 84
Randolph, MA 20341
Telephone 516 832-5677
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Nick Richards
255 Shore Drive
Storm Lake, Iowa 50592
November 20, 1990
Dear Nick,
Well I got a surprise letter today from someone I know! It is 73 years old who lives in Randolph, MA. I first met him summer was earlier this year when he and a friend came up to Franconia in response to a letter I sent out to a group of gay men called Prime Timers. His name is John Woods. He is funny short little guy who is very outgoing, in fact he will talk your ear off if you let him.
They stayed in the front unit in room 12 where the back door lets out to about mid point of the pool. They were some of the first gays (that we knew were gay) to stay in the motel; therefore I made an effort to go swimming when I saw the older one head for the pool. It was early June and the temperature was about 68 or 70 degrees and kind of windy. So by the time I got on my swimming
suite and made it to the pool the older one, John, was already toweling himself off.
I struck up a conversation with him as I tested the water for the chlorine level. We
talked for a while and then he walked back to his room. From inside the pool I could looked into his opened door. So as I swam back and forth I would glance in the direction of room twelve. About the third time I did so I noticed him standing in the open door buck naked.
I swear he must have a cock ten inches long and a set of ball as big as small melons. I was shocked that such a small guy (he was only 5 feet 7 inches) could have such a big cock.
He knew I was watching. I could see him looking directly at me. Yet he did not step back from the doorway. Instead he begin to play with himself. I just propped my arms over the rim of the pool and stood there watching him play with that big long cock of his as it grew longer and longer. They just at it reached full sized, the other guy (he was about fifty-five) came over and took hold of the old man's hand and pulled him away from the door. That was the end of the show.
I talked to them later in the day and invited them over to the house for drinks after dinner. Hank and I talked to them for an hour or so and it was fun, but all the while my eyes kept returning to John's crotch to stare at the large bulge in his pants. And as all set in the living room, I couldn’t help but wish that the four of us could switch partners and have sex. I think Hank liked John’s friend. And of course I certainly like John. I would have loved to have sucked his dick and played with his huge balls. And I am sure that Hank would have enjoyed getting fuck by John’s friend.
Now the guy answers my ad! I don't know what to do. He is not someone that I am interested in for a lover but I sure would love to get him in bed. It is not often that one get a chance at a cock as big as his. I think I will answer his letter and let him know who I am and tell him that the next time he and his friend comes up, I would like to see if I can talk Hank into switching partners. Damn, just the thought of swinging with John and his friend makes y dick hard. I’m going to have to be careful as I don’t to get Hank all riled up. He can be impossible to live with when he get made.
Well, again that all the latest from the North Country.
Take Care,
Tom
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John Woods
PO Box 84
Randolph, MA 20341
John,
I guess from the photograph I am inclosing you’ll recognize me as one of the owners of Raynor’s Motor Lodge in Franconia, NH. You and a friend of your came up last Spring. I certainly remembering see you standing in your doorway after leaving the pool and drying off. You have a monster dick and some beautiful. I don’t know what your relationship with the guy you came up with, but if you even come up with him again, I like to try to switch partners . . . you and I together and your friend and my friend. It’s just that I don’t know if my friend will go along with my little plan. He drinks a lot so if you two come up I’ll invite you over after dinner for drinks. Once Hanks is a little tipsy, I’ll put on a XXX-rated Gay video and maybe you and your friend could start fooling around with each other . . . finally taking your dicks out and we can play it by ear from there on. If you are interested, drop me a line.
Take care,
Tom.
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Will Burke
P.O. Box 783
Santa Barbara, CA. 95431
Hi-
Saw your ad in National Bulletin- you're pretty far away, but I
don't believe in impossibility. I'm from Wisconsin 5'10", 190#,
will be 52 in Dec. and look like this photo except I now have a
mustache. I like horses- I have a few and work in construction-
Have a varied background. I'm ‼very‼ comfortable with who I am. If
you like, drop a line and will see where it goes-
Thanks
Will Burke
(408) 931-4475
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516 Baker St.
Charleston, S. C. 29441
November 16, 1990
Dear Ad 6727,
I saw the ad in the last National Bulletin and you sounded very
interesting. Do you ever travel down this way, thought if you
did, you might be able to meet me and my partner.
I am a young 75, very active, try to workout at the health club
every day and swim, also like to walk. I am 5'11", 170#, brown
hair, 6" cut with very sensitive tits. My cock is also pretty
thick.
I put an ad in the National Bulletin a few years ago and received
about 75 answers. My lover, Don, is from Champaign, Ill. and
after visiting and getting to know each other real well, he moved
to Charleston to live with me. We have been together almost two
years and are very happy. We like to meet like-minded men and
have had threesome occasionally with just the right person.
Don is 59, 6'4", 205#, uncut with between 6 & 7". He is a real
estate broker and is still working. Both of our cocks are pretty
thick.
We are both very clean and careful, no drugs and Don stopped
smoking after we met. I have never smoked and I have been retired
several years.
If you are interested, how about a picture of you and we will
send pictures of both of us.
Sincerely,
Lee Harkins
Phone (803) 878-6087
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Roy Willard
Box 119
Middleville, MI. 49113
Nov. 17-1990
Dear Tom:
Received your letter this morning in mail, and sure was glad
you answered. As so many never do. Thanks so much for the photo.
I think your a nice looking guy. I surely would be glad to find a
good buddy to live & share with each other as it gets rather
lonely by myself. But luck never seems to come my way. I am just
a ever day guy, worked hard nearly all my life. I am a WWII vet,
now retired on S.S. & VA-Comp. I had three fellows I was in love
with but all got married more or less ‼trade‼ but that's been yrs.
ago. So Now I search for a Compatible Partner. I'm clean, honest,
humerus & active. Don't use drugs alcohol but I do smoke. Sue
wish I could meet you & spend some time together. I am now driv
ing an (98 Ford Ranger 6) own my own mobile home, love outdoors ,
camping fishing, gardening, music, country & western. Play some
string music & a good Clean Buddy, which your picture fills the
bill.
How's the weather been out East, ours has been real nice so
far, no snow as yet. Hope every thing works out OK for you, if
not come live with me. Willing to try what ever my Partner likes.
Tom, I got a film in dresser but not make up as yet, but as
soon as I get it developed they will be on its way to you. Would
love a good nude of you. I don't have a Polaroid to take those
kind with. Keep in touch ‼answer soon‼ Don't let me down.
So Until,
your New Buddy from Mich.
as ever
Roy
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November 21, 1990
Dear Roy,
I enjoyed your letter and pictures very much. As you asked I am
returning your pictures. I think you are a very nice looking guy
and one that I would like some day to meet. To be honest I do not
know when that will be as I am pretty well entangled with my
present relationship both emotional and business wise. Even if
the relation break up it will probably be some time in the future
(at least that's the way it looks now) before we each go our
separate ways. I just want to be up front and as straight forward
as possible.
As far as the weather, it has been a rather warm fall here in the
East. We had some snow a week or so ago (about six inches) and
expect some more later this week. I live only three miles from a
major New Hampshire ski mountain and do a lot of skiing during
the season. It certainly helps me endure our long and cold win
ter.
I have never had the urge to visit your part of the country, but
maybe that will change. Myself I prefer to live somewhere warmer!
Much warmer than New Hampshire or Michigan but one does not
always get what one wants in life.
Well Roy, I must get back to work. Again thanks for your warm
letter. You are certainly a very nice down to earth type of you
that deserves a partner.
Sincerely,
Tom
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11/17/90 John Bashforth
26 Wyndom Ave.
Kansas City, KS 67456
Dear Sir:
Several weeks ago I sent five letters to the gentlemen
listed in the 57th edition of National Bulletin. In each case
they wrote back and said that they had already met their "intend
ed."
Before I write an ‼extended‼ letter, I think I'll inquire
first to see if you are still available.
So the following is a ‼brief‼ history:
Age: 52 Interest: Art, hiking, gardening,
Height: 5'10" antiques, movies, rural
Weight: 165 lbs areas, light exercise.
Profession: Professional Artist
Please understand that I'll be happy to write an length
message, but not before I hear from you.
Enclosing a recent snapshot. Feel Free to ask any questions:
‼Thanks‼.
Sincerely,
John Bashforth
(913) 772-5013
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(813) 799-6144
Gene McNelly
#59 Tamiami Trail
Ft Myers, FL. 33309
November 17, 1990
Dear "Tom"
Thank you for your reply, and the very nice photo. I only
wish I could send you one as nice. But-"what you sees is what you
gets".
Your situation with the lover is not an unusual one. Distressing
yes-but not unusual. The pastures often times look
greener. They may appear that way-but often times are not.
A bit more about myself. (After the photo, you may not care
to know any more!) I was born and raised in Indianapolis, Indiana.
After high school, I attended Indiana University as a Music
major, but like a fool, didn't get a degree. A traveling trio
offered me a job, and I accepted. I was all of eighteen. I traveled
until 1950, when the Army got me. In late '51-the band
leader Vaughn Monroe, came to the General Hospital where I was
stationed. That morning his piano player fell and broke his index
finger. Of course, he couldn't play the show. I filled in for him
with no rehearsal. The show included the Andrews Sisters and
Yvonne de Carlo. His pianist decided he had enough of travel. And
Monroe asked me if I wanted the job. Since I was due for dis
charge, I accepted. I worked with his band for several years,
then went with singer Don Cornell. Between the two, we played
almost every State. We also were on the Ed Sullivan and Steve
Allen TV shows, and made records on Victor and Dot labels. I left
Cornell, and went back with Monroe until early '65. By then my
parents were in poor health. I came to the Pt. Charlotte area (25
miles North). We moved here in '73. They passed away in '74 and
'77. In the twenty five years I've been in the area, I've only
worked with three groups. I must be doing something right.
We now play "one nighters"-Moose and Elks Lodges, Country
Clubs, Mobile Home Parks, and ballrooms. I've been with the same
group six years.
I had a "relationship" that lasted about three years. We are
still friends. We get along better as friends. My "ex"- was and
is an alcoholic, and suffers from High Blood Pressure, Hyperten
sion, and is an Epileptic. He also had trouble keeping his pants
zipped. The person I'm buying my mobile Home from, is the one
that broke us up. The guy is very well to do-and that appealed to
Frank (my ex). I moved to another trailer in the same Park. When
Frank saw that my friend (?) was very tight fisted with his
money-my charms (?) were appealing to him again. By then, I had
my fill of deception and double dealing-and said no thanks...I
still see him quite often and visit him. In fact, he was hit
riding his bike this past Saturday night. As soon as they re
leased him from the Hospital, he called me. A neighbor took me,
the dog and food over Sunday. I stayed with him until Thursday.
He was banged up badly, but returned to work. I still feel a
loyalty to him, and love him as a friend. But that is it. No sex!
I had a painful experience recently. I wrote to a guy in Ft.
Lauderdale, Florida. (From another correspondence club.) Received
a very nice letter from him and replied. He returned from vacation
and again wrote. We have never met, and don't think we will.
In July, he had been feeling badly. He went to the Doctor, and
was diagnosed as having A.I.D.S. Of course, I admired his hones
ty. The guy that gave it to him died of it! It didn't show up
until July. I continue writing him, as he need all the support
and comfort he can get. He has resigned himself to dying-and
soon. He said he was refusing to meet anyone for fear of passing
it on to them. I felt the least I could do was to continue writ
ing. In his last letter, he said that if I didn't hear from his
after a month's time-he would be gone. He prefers to be alone. A
friends checks on him daily, and will stick by him to the end.
If you feel so inclined, you might like to visit. I'm sure
the weather is milder here than in New Hampshire. It is 84 today.
Last Christmas Eve and Day, it got down to 25-but that is unusu
ally cool for here. It damaged crops and fruit trees. If you'd
like to visit-tell me when and how you'd arrive. I don't have a
car-but would arrange to meet you at the Airport-if you flew in.
My Mobile Home, is not lavish, but comfortable. It needs new
carpet throughout. Since it will be paid for December 4-'90-I'll
be able to re-carpet and buy new furniture. After next month, my
expenses will be minimal. The trailer space, telephone and lights
only run about $205.00 per month-which is cheap living.
Should you wish to phone-the best time to reach me is before
5:30 P.M. and after midnight.
Would you please return this photo. If you like, I'll send
another to replace it.
I have only one thought about your relationship-and it might
be worth considering. If he strays one time-he probably would
again. I'd think the trust would be gone.
Do let me hear from you either way.
Sincerely,
Gene
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November 21, 1990
Dear Gene,
Thank you for you very interesting letter and for the picture
(which I am returning as you requested), unfortunately you are
not my "type" of person. Everyone looks for certain type of
people and I am sure that there are many advertisers in National
Bulletin that are looking for someone like you. I would like to
become your pen pal but I have all the correspondence that I can
handle at this point in time. I wish you much luck in your search
for a new partner you certainly have a lot to offer the right
person.
Sincerely
Tom
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Nick Richards
255 Shore Drive
Storm Lake, Iowa 50592
November 21, 1990
Dear Nick,
I just received a letter from named Gene from Ft. Myers, Florida. Remind me never to answer someone that doesn't include a picture with their response to my ad. This guy wrote a very nice first letter - but he looks like a real turkey. I sent the guy's picture back with a note that he was not my type.
Another thing that upset me about the guy was in his second letter where he tells of writing a letter to a guy from Ft. Lauderdale and on third or so letter the guy tells him that he just found out that he has AIDS. He went on to say that he hasn't heard from the guy for sometime and that he thinks the guy died!
Why does he have to slap me in the face with such a painful incident. I am not writing people to hear of someone dying of AIDS! I want to forget about it. There has to be people out there that haven't been exposed to AIDS! I don't mean that I am going to go out and fuck someone without a rubber or be fucked without a rubber (I don't let people fuck me anyway, never have and never will). I know about AIDS. I read lots of material on it and am fairly well educated about its dangers. But damnit, I don't need someone I don't even know telling me someone he was writing to is
now dead from AIDS.
I know that I shouldn't be angry with Gene for writing about an AIDS incident, but he sort of spoiled the purity of my correspondence with those answering my ad. Before him no one has even
hinted that they knew someone who had died of AIDS. It was as though it barely existed. Now I will probably think of the incident he wrote about each time I write someone.
Enough of that...
Things are going well between Hank and myself. I make jokes about his future bride and we both laugh. I am taking it all in and making fun of the situation. It is that or else have a fight. I told Hank I might take off for vacation in February and go out to California for a couple of weeks. Of course I will take the opportunity to visit Jack and maybe a couple of other that have answered my ad and that I just might be interested in.
I am really surprise at the number of answers to my ad. Also am surprised at the quality of people that answer. Of course some of them might not have the looks that I am seeking, but generally
they have been honest sincere lonely people that really touch my heart. One in particular comes to mind. His name is Roy and his is from Mich. I really was not interested in him too much but his
letter was so sad that I could not help responding. He sent me a picture of himself which I returned as he had asked. He looked like a real down to earth man. One that I could possible go to bed with but I don't think I could live with him. I don't consider myself an intellectual but I do need a little mental stimulation form my partner which I fear that Roy could not provide. Still I like the man and feel sorry for him being alone up there in the woods of Mich. Sometime down the road, I probably drop him
a note - just to say hello.
Well, I have gone on for two pages and I do think that is enough for now.
As Always,
Tom
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Harry Beam
P.O. Box 205
Gainesville, Florida 32303
November 19, 1990
Dear Tom:
Well, Alabama Boy what in the heck are you doing up there with
all those damn Yankees? Don't you know that ain't good for your
mental health? Half joking, but you really were not supposed to
wander north of Atlanta. Bay Boy! Well, I better take that "boy"
stuff back - looking at your photo you sure as hell ain't not a
boy, but a full sized and very hunky looking man.
More seriously Tom, thanks for such a nice letter and I really do
appreciate the straightforward condor right up front. Damn, all
that with your lover puts you in a very precarious position to
say the least. You know, like not knowing whether you're gong to
be kicked out or what. Hang in there buddy. But quite frankly, I
wonder if all this has not already done damage to the trust level
between you two?
I'm on the faculty here at University Of Florida- spend my
time working with graduate students and heavily involved in my
own research. I also have a small, but busy, consulting business,
which I am scaling down some now. I live alone in a comfortable
modest home close to campus. I really enjoy working in the garden
and growing things.
Here's couple of photos. Hope you like them. I too am uncut (the
foreskin is fully retractable), and have a large set of balls.
You are really nice looking, and I sure would like to cuddle up
to you.
Well Tom, let me know how things are going with you. I really
would like to pursue this - distance does not deter me. Hang in
there buddy, I'll be thinking about you. By the way, my number
here is 904-661-7583 - call anytime - best time is 12:30 -1:30 PM
(EST) and 7:30 -9:30 PM.
Take care my friend.
Sincerely,
Harry Beam
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November 24, 1990
Dear Harry,
I enjoyed your letter and the pictures. You are a handsome man especially without the beard. Do you have another recent clean shaven picture of yourself. If so I would appreciate one. Of course I would love one showing your set of balls too if possible. I must admit that it would be nice to know someone with big balls.
My situation here is not very precarious. Whatever happens between Hank and Darrel, I would not have to leave unless I chose to do so. I work for the motel and could continue to do so no matter what happened to our relationship.
I had already surmised that you were connected with the university. Gainesville is not known for much else or at least it wasn't when I lived in Monticello, FL back in the late fifties.
If I had met someone like you I certainly would of never ventured very much further north than Dothan. But in 1969 all the gay men I knew around Dothan were local queers, the kind that hang out at the bus stations and the local tea rooms. I knew there had to be a place where gays could take pride in being gay and could have sex without having to resort to getting someone so drunk that
they didn't know that they were being sucked off by a man or a woman or if they did they didn't care. I found the place in New York City and it was very good for my mental health. Times have changed since then...
I visit my parents usually twice a year. My next visit will probably be in Spring. I would certainly like to drive down to Gainesville and spend some time with you. I'll let you call me boy all you like as you get intimately acquainted with my big thick dick and I get to know those big balls of yours.
Again, Harry, thanks for your letter. You come across as a very nice guy. One that I want to get to know a lot better.
Must close for now and get back to work.
Sincerely,
Tom Henry
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Nick Richards
255 Shore Drive
Storm Lake, IA 50592
November 24, 1990
Dear Nick,
You can add the name Harry Beam along with that of Jack Volts as a prospective lover. He is 59 and good looking although not in the same league with Jack. Still, he is younger and that is a plus because I do worry about Jack's age. At 74 he is no spring chicken. Why in hell did I ever put 75 as an age limit. I should of said 70, but then I would never have heard from Jack. At 59 Harry should have fifteen or maybe twenty more years in the old bod - while Jack has ? Yes, I know that I sound very clinical but sometimes you have to be pragmatic. Still, Jack has the edge even if he is older.
Like you Harry is a college teacher. He's in the Psychology Department at the University of Florida. He writes rather humorous letter that are sensitive at the same time. He sounds like an educated "Good Old Boy". I bet he has an accent as thick as honey. He writes that he is in perfect physical and mental health and works hard to keep himself so. Well, he would be the first psychologist that I have encountered with all his marbles! Even though his letters are twice as long as Jacks, I think I know
Jack much better.
Hank and Darrel talks are on the telephone every day!
I don't really think that Hank knows he is in love with Darrel, but surely he must! Then he is they type that doesn't admit his feeling even to himself. He says he is still in love with me, but I think that Darrel is on his mind most of the time.
Before he met Darrel we use to have sex maybe two , three times a week. Now he want sex all the time. He can't get enough. I think sex helps him forget about Darrel and he tries to get lost in it. For me it is not much fun. I don't want some one having sex with me just to satisfy their need for someone else.
I'll tell you, things they are a changing. Who would ever thought that Hank would be chasing after someone else. He is very impressed with Darrel's mind (as well as his looks) and his knowledge of "art". He fantasize about Darrel becoming a famous movie director and making millions of dollars (which of course he will use to keep Mr H. in style). I can somewhat see the reason behind this fantasy as business at the motel has been very bad for the past two years. In fact we might have go “ belly up" very soon.
As I said before, Darrel's knowledge of the "arts" appeals to Hank as he loves art (which I know NOTHING about). Darrel and he can talk about art and relate in a way that he and I could never do.
Even so, I think that Hank is in for a surprise because Darrel is not going to be so easily dominated as I am. Darrel seem far more independent. I am not sure that Hank has the patience to deal with conforming to someone who is more than slightly headstrong. Oh, I might get my way with Hank but I do so in a round about manner. From what little I have heard of their conversations, Darrel is often blunt and direct. It is going to be interesting to see if Darrel's type of personality works with Hank.
Enough of the Franconia Soap Opera. How is everything in the "Heartland"? Have you found any of your no-neck types to fondle lately? I swear I saw one you would have sold your soul for (are did you do that to get in bed with Mr Storm Lake). This guy was strutting the isles of Kelly's grocery as though he was on the stage in a Mr. American contest. Arnold move over! This guy had muscles on top of muscles so much so that you could make them out even though he had a sweater on. Unfortunately there was a blond Bim Bo (all tits and ass) tagging along behind him. Still, me
think your mouth would have been watering at the sight of him.
Well must close for now.
Take care,
Tom
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11/20/90
Hello
I wouldn't mind making a trip up to mass. and would like the
pleasure of seeing you. I am originally from Mass and a trip is
soon in the making before the weather gets to severe.
age 63 - weight 210
height 6'1" - hairy body
gray hair thin and short
retired, love to cuddly
kiss and be with another
man.
There isn't much news. When you write please give me a phone
number so I can call you or give some friends I could write to up
their as I intend to settle in Salisbury whenever my name comes
up for the senior citizen project has a vacancy.
Thank you
Your new friend
Al
Al J. Banks
1402 High St.
Allentown, PA 17118
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November 19, 1990
Stanley J. Burns
32 Central Ave.
Burnsville SD 57300
Dear Tom:
Thanks for your good letter of last week and also for your
explanation of your situation at the time of your letter. I hope
that your relationship has been resolved and in your favor. I do
not like to see any good relationship broken up for any small
reason. So I wish you all the best in this area.
I have never been in any relationship other than just
friendships. so I do not know the feeling of one and more so the
ending of a relationship. My situation here has not let me enjoy
such a relationship. Although I have not really met the right man
as yet that might change this.
I liked your photos you sent and must say the nude one was
real nice and you really have a nice eight seven and a half
inches to be proud of. For some reason I have never been able to
understand I was at the end of the line when the size patterns
were handed out for me, as I only have about 5 inches hard and
not that thick. They say its in the genes, but I have seen my
fathers and two brother’s cocks and they all had over average
sizes. It still enjoys the warmth of a wet mouth on it and likes
to unload a nice load yet. I also like to give my partner all the
enjoyment I can with my mouth, hands and closeness of another
male body close by to cuddle, massage, fondle and most any thing
else except pain and kinky sex.
In closing I hope this letter finds you well and in good
spirits. Take care and best wishes for a nice thanksgiving.
Warm Regards;
Stan
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November 19, 1990
Matthew
Box 207
Buffalo, NY 14057
Dearest Tom
I was absolutely thrilled when I went to the Post Office
today and found a letter--yours. I rather though it contained a
picture, although I was not sure. Waiting to open it when I got
home was torture, but I wanted to open it in private. Was I
happy!!
You may be average looking as most of us are (I am) but as I
look at your picture as I write I wish we were together now,
naked in each others arms, kissing passionately (in spite of
whatever dangers there may be) and clinging to each other as we
play with each other and each learns what the other enjoys. Your
cock is beautiful, darling, lovely land I wish I had something to
do with getting it hard. It is magnificent. Just now, in reread
ing, I realize I called you darling. It really did slip out -
honest. But I usually use terms of endearment in writing and when
I am with a guy - on a sofa, in-bed, or wherever. Do you mind,
Tom? I hope not.
I can send you a snapshot, but I do not have any in the
nude, not even shirtless - wish I could. I have even been told
that I have "cute" nipples and I love to have them played with
and sucked and ever pulled and twisted. If having them pulled and
twisted is kinky it is the only kink that I enjoy.
As for some personal characteristic, I am very romantic and
‼extremely‼ affectionate. I would love for us to sit quietly maybe
watching TV or just listening to soft music, maybe with our
shirts off or even naked, my arm around you as you play with my
nipples, enjoying each other quick but meaningful kisses and
taking pleasant liberations with different parts of each others
bodies. (Now that I have seen your from the front I want badly to
see you from the back!! I imagine your ass is beautiful and
smooth - the very thought of it excite me!!!!!!)
I would love a special relationship but because of what we
are all worry about I may be too careful to suit you if indeed
your present relationships ends. I love to cuddle and touch and
kiss and explore and be very intimate but frankly I am afraid to
go beyond that now. Is that too little, Tom? I hope not!
As for other personal points, I am a churchgoer (believe it
or not) most of the time. I enjoy spectator sports, am totally in
the closet, well educated with an advance degree, well-traveled
and enjoy arts and the theater. I am still working. If none of
this bothers you I hope you will write. As you have noticed, my
handwriting is lousy and although I type, my typewriter is an old
clunker.
I will be in Albany next Wed. - Fri. and will pray for an
answer to this when I return. Please write again darling! I adore
you picture.
Love,
Matthew
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November 19th
Art Kennedy
45 Costal Highway
Santa Barbara, CA 93101
Dear Tom,
I was so happy to receive your letter and the photos. You sound
like a very interesting and loving man. And one who I think is
quite attractive. You short change yourself when you refer to
average looking. And that beautiful thick cock is one real beau
ty! So there.
Am enclosing a photo taken this last summer in my former apart
ment in Los Angeles. Not the best but better than the others
taken that day.
I am sorry to hear what is happening between you and Hank. It is
not easy giving up a relationship to another. Just last nite saw
a wonderful play in LA called THE LISBON TRAVIATA which is on the
same theme. It is a very well written gay play and it starred
Richard Thomas and is part of a regular repertory in LA. And it
is very gratifying to watch straight audience get with themes
like this. Perhaps it would be too close to home for you to see
it at this time. I believe it is coming back to NYC in the next
few weeks.
Must say your relationships have been very lasting. And what a
crime that you lost out on everything from Frank. It is a very
common story amongst gay couples it seems - family just steps in
and takes over and steps on the survivor. It certainly is one of
the injustice of life.
You must be a very loving person to last so long in love affairs
- and you must be a very sexy one too, I suspect. What with that
big and thick uncut dick there. I know it sure turned me on. Do
you have any more pictures that you would care to send?
I have had two very good love affairs in my life, but the last
was quite a few years ago. Still, I know I'll never forget it
either. Mostly tho I have always been a loner I guess. Not thru
choice tho. Rather, wasted opportunities or unrecognized chances
passed by. Whatever, I still am a romantic and always keep dream
ing about the beautiful love which is out there - waiting. And in
these later years too. Never stop loving and hoping and we stay
young at heart, for sure. Can't think of anything better in the
world, than to be with a beautiful (at heart) person and giving
and receiving love. Of all sorts too - heated passion to almost
tender kissing and touching.
And I can ramble on and on. So I will stop at this juncture and
get this off to you. To let you know that I much hope that you
will write again soon. I would like to be your friend no matter
what course your relation ship with the D man takes.
ART
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November 27, 1990
Art Kennedy
45 Costal Highway
Santa Barbara, CA 93101
Thanks very much for the picture. You are rather handsome in spite of the facial hair. Your second letter certainly portrays you as a sensitive gentle person as does you picture. I enjoyed reading your letter and looked at your photographs often. And as I said before, you have a very beautiful cock. If you have other pictures of yourself, I would appreciate seeing them. I can always return them to you at a later date. I have forgotten what pictures I sent you so the one I am enclosing might be a duplicate.
I am tentatively planning a trip to California the first of March. If I do visit your state, I would like to stop by and see you if you are interested.
The relationship between Hank and Darrel seems to be progressing alone smoothly. I can not stop it so I might as well encourage it to see what the conclusion will be. Hank will be returning to New York and bringing Darrel (and is big dog) back here for Christmas. We have a eight bedroom house here and so there is plenty of room for two couples to live. It would sure make running the motel much easier. Whether it would work or not is another question.Hank and Darrel becoming lovers doesn't automatically mean that I will leave. I work for the motel and have a salary which is not based upon my sleeping with him. And he would not ask me to leave. So, it is not that I am going to be kicked out if he and Darrel becomes lovers. In other words I am not desperately seeking a lover.
My, I do ramble on...
A lot of people have answered my ad in NB. Besides you there are two other guys that seem very interesting. (I intend to be very honest and straight forward in our correspondence) I have had a
second letter from Jack (he lives in California) and other is Harry and he lives in Florida. The three of you are the only one I plan to continue corresponding with. I do not even answer first time letters any more unless they are very, very interesting.
I don't really know what to expect form my ad in NB. It is hard to believe that it could be a vehicle for finding a lover (if I am going to need one), but then any thing is possible. I met both of my lovers in gay bars. I think that the problem with making contact through the mail or over the telephone you tend to base the developing relationship on how you imagine the person to be instead of basing it on actually getting to know the person. Therefore when you meet the person the illusion of love falls
apart. Does the make sense?
Sincerely,
Tom
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Jack Volts
November 28, 1990
%Carel Volts
Yolni Docolvec 94
Brezice Slovenia 553 89
Europa
Yugoslavia
Dearest Jack,
How is your trip going. I hope you are having an enjoyable time. You have been in my thoughts often the past few days, very often. I do hope you will wait until we meet (It looks as though I will be coming to California the first of March for three weeks, if you still are interested in meeting me) before you make any permanent plans for the future.
Hank came back on November 21 from New York City. He is going back on December 12 for a week and plans to bring his new friend and his huge seven month old dog (which I will have to obedience
train) to Franconia for the Holidays. The dog will stay here permanently. I told him that if that is what he wants then it is OK with me. Hank and I am not fighting about this. I can not stop the relationship so I try to make it go along as smoothly as possible.
I would like to visit sooner than March but Hank and Darrel are planning a trip to Italy in February land I must take care of the motel. Jack, I have not had a letter from you since the one dated October 17 which I received in November. I think that you are the type of person that does not like to write letters. I understand. Still, I really need to know that you are still interested in me. Remember--no secrets!
I know that I already care a great deal about you. Of course that is only the first step in the process of falling in love. We will both have to meet face to face before we really know for sure. Still, I have good feeling about the outcome. I am a very loving person and I think that you need a lot of love.
I plan on being very nice to Hank's new friend. Hank has been very good to me over the years and I love him and want to see him happy. He was there for me when my first lover died and helped me
get through his loss. I want he and I to remain good friends even if he falls in love with Darrel. When things gets difficult I just take your picture out....it helps.
So haven spend a couple of week in "The Old Country" do you still have ideas of returning there to live? Should things go well between us, I would not be opposed to living in Yugoslavia. It would be difficult for me to learn another language, but also somewhat exciting and invigorating. It is something to discuss in the future.
I hope you don't think that I am getting the cart before the horse. I am not. I know that first we must see if we are right for one another. Everything might be perfect as long as we are just writing letters and maybe talking to each other over the telephone, but things might change when we meet. We must both keep that thought in mind. But having said that, I also have to add that I am already in love with your picture. And that I think I know what kind of persons you are and what to expect. So far it
all looks good, very good.; Well, Jack, I guess I have rambled on enough for now. Just keep in mind that some one in New Hampshire thinks of you often.
Sincerely,
Tom
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Nick Richards
255 Shore Drive
Storm Lake, Iowa 50592
November 28, 1990
Dear Nick,
I still haven't received a letter from Jack Volts. I hope he has gotten the letters I have been sending to Yugoslavia. I guess he has because I haven't gotten any of them back. Maybe he has found
a love in "the old country". You know things like that run through my mind. I guess it is only natural. He is such a good looking man that I would hate to loose him before we actually met. I will continue writing him until I either get a letter returned marked "unable to deliver" or until he tells me that he
is no longer interested.
The big news is that Hank and Darrel are planning to go to Italy in May for three weeks. Darrel has a friend with an apartment in Florence (I think that the city) and he and Hank will use that as a base and take side trips from there. Hank is going to go buy air line tickets next week. He is all excited
about the trip. He is in love! You can hear it in his voice when to talks to Darrel. You can see it in his eyes when he talks about Darrel.
It is somewhat painful for me to see my life with Hank ending. We have a nice house (as you know) and nice life style. We are a family. It has always been us against the world. Now he has found someone else and it will be him and Darrel against the world. I will be the odd man out. I will have to look after myself (if I don't find someone else). This all saddens me. And having to go out on my own and start a new relationship and get a jog frightens me. Still it also excites me.
Darrel is going to come stay with Hank when they return from Italy so that I can go on vacation. I guess the place will be California. I say guess because this Harry Beam sounds like a very nice guy and it attractive although not in league with Jack. Still it will probably be California.
So I guess I be also going to the travel agency soon. I am rather excited about going to California. I have never been to the West Coast before. Besides visiting Jack I might try to visit a couple
other guys in California - Art Kennedy and Oliver Wigdahl. My visits to the others depends of how Jack and I get along. I am not going to put all my eggs in one basket or should I say sperm.
Hey, the Franconia love pot is heating up. I don't know how the brew will taste but ( German cooks are unpredictable) but it will be served soon.
As Always,
Tom
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